.......so I was thinking........

It's time that I introduce someone to all of my readers out there, he is very special to me and its unthinkable that after almost eight weeks together he hasn't come up in our discussions. I love him beyond words, beyond description, beyond measure. And yes, I realize that is not a good use of grammer. However, I was going for impact. Because that is exactly what he did to me. We met a little more than a year ago and the impact he made on me has more than changed my life, it has made me look at things in an entirely new way.

At first it was his looks, but over the last year those have changed a little. He is still good looking, but it is true what they say, men do become more handsome the older they get. His piercing blue eyes and blonde hair mimic my own in a way that sometimes makes me think he is almost my own shadow. His smile can cause me to melt or bring tears to my eyes and when he wraps his arms around me and holds on to me tight, it is as though nothing in the world can seperate us or tear us apart.

I am not sure exactly what caused the bond between us to grow so strong, it simply is there, and I try not to question good things. We don't talk alot about it or anything really but we do hold each other alot. Touch seems to be our best form of communication. When we sleep together, which isn't nearly often enough, he constantly moves so that his hand touches me or a foot or part of his leg and I find myself doing that same thing so that we are never without that connection.

Our time together is always brief, and often he doesn't want to leave me although he does. I know that soon this phase will go away completely and eventually he will forget me and later on I will be forgotten about all together for someone else. You see he is my friend's son, and I was there when he was born. Oh, I intend to be a part of his life, his favorite "Aunt" perhaps. I will dance at his wedding, hold his son one day.....watch him become a man. I'll never let him go. His love resides within me and I honestly believe that mine resides within him.